Good afternoon Tumblr!
So I have really buckle down and get some weight off.
My best friend Rebecca and I are gonna have an underwear photoshoot done and no way am I gonna fat for that!
Good afternoon Tumblr! :)
Today was placement day so I had to be up really early and have literally only just sat down.
I had a ham and coleslaw baguette for lunch at about 10.30 and when I got in at 3.15 I cooked chicken salad wraps for me and my boyfriend. THEY WERE YUMMY. I made 3 but only ate 2. I have one left over if I get hungry before or after work.
Never bloody stopping today haha!!
Stay skinny guys. <3
So even though I said I would probably go straight to bed when I got in from work as you can see from the above pictures that didn’t exactly go to plan.
I may have drank more calories last night than I have eaten all week. And then I ate fried chicken. Oh fuck it!
My willpower goes out the window when I drink and to be fair I have been doing really well all week so I am just gonna pass over last night and continue like it never happened.
If I stress too much over it I will end up overthinking it and binging because I am weird like that.
Also I look fat in these pictures. :)
Tragic.
Stay skinny guys. <3
Second picture upload of the day! Can you tell I missed having a webcam?
Today is going a lot better even though it started out a bit crap. I have only eaten a weightwatchers yoghurt since breakfast and if I have a go ahead bar before I go to work I should be able to prevent myself from passing out.
Feeling a bit crappy in myself though because my Dad made a few comments while I was at my parents about my weight and it just makes me feel shit about it because he doesn’t see me very often so he can tell when I change.
I also went shopping and bought some new clothes. I had to get a large in the new Captain America t-shirt and that made me feel crap because I shouldn’t be a large. I also bought some new leggings in a large and I tried them on when I got home and they don’t even fit. They look awful because the pattern is all stretched over my thighs.
Shitty day.
Only makes me more determined to not binge though.
Stay skinny guys. <3
Good morning Tumblr! :’)
So today is off to a terrible start because my parents cooked bacon and black pudding sandwiches for breakfast. :(
Not gonna be able to eat anything else today. :/
Also I forgot to pack my hairbrush so I look a mess haha!
So guys this is me at 14 stone dead.
HUUUUUUGGEEEEEE!
I started the skinny girl diet 2 days ago and I already lost 2 pounds!
I know I keep starting and stopping but I have a good feeling about this time.
I was speaking to my boyfriend about how much my weight upset me and although he thinks I am beautiful as I am he said he will support me no matter what. Anything to make me happy! Now he has put on a bit of weight recently and I think it makes him look healthy but he doesn’t like it so he is doing the diet with me! It is great not having to hide it.
He says he will maker sure he will stop me before it goes too far.
I messed up a bit yesterday because I was up from 4am and I was at work from 6am so I had 2 ham salad sandwiches and a packet of skips at about 11am on my lunch break and then had a chicken thigh and a ham and cheese omelette when I got home.
But today I have just had a Go Ahead bar and I will be having Gammon Steak for Steak and Blowjob Day today! :)
Stay skinny guys. <3
