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<rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" version="2.0"><channel><atom:link rel="hub" href="http://tumblr.superfeedr.com/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom"/><description>Hi my name is Holly and I am going to be skinny. Come along my journey with me.

This blog isn’t about starving myself. It’s about being the change you want to see in yourself.

I’m 6ft1 and painfully overweight. 

SW: 196lb
CW: 192lb
GW1: 190lb
GW2: 170lb
GW3: 150lb
UGW: 140lb

I want to lose 4 stone.

Wish me luck.


Disclaimer: The images on this tumblr do not belong to me unless otherwise stated. Most pictures come from weheartit unless reblogged so do not take offense. We are all here to help each other really aren’t we? :)


</description><title>I will be perfect...</title><generator>Tumblr (3.0; @iwillbeperfecteventually)</generator><link>http://iwillbeperfecteventually.tumblr.com/</link><item><title>Jilian Michaels you absolute beaut! &lt;3
Body Revolution =...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/79bfc447c6d0825713316a30f8ab65f8/tumblr_mmuezd397D1ql9h22o1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;Jilian Michaels you absolute beaut! &lt;3&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Body Revolution = amazing. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Recommend it to everyone!&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://iwillbeperfecteventually.tumblr.com/post/50495947157</link><guid>http://iwillbeperfecteventually.tumblr.com/post/50495947157</guid><pubDate>Wed, 15 May 2013 15:02:01 +0100</pubDate><category>jilian michaels</category><category>body revolution</category><category>weightloss</category><category>exercise</category><category>workout</category></item><item><title>I dyed my hair…</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/65d6938f0f6271ff6872b0b792cc4226/tumblr_mlko72FANg1ql9h22o1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;I dyed my hair…&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://iwillbeperfecteventually.tumblr.com/post/48467581080</link><guid>http://iwillbeperfecteventually.tumblr.com/post/48467581080</guid><pubDate>Sat, 20 Apr 2013 22:11:26 +0100</pubDate></item><item><title>undilutedpoisonkisses:

I just made this because I was curious...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/4f972e4bb54042c8038097c5808916a1/tumblr_mlaxsyhWLC1qc5vxgo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://undilutedpoisonkisses.tumblr.com/post/48043081682/i-just-made-this-because-i-was-curious-to-see-how"&gt;undilutedpoisonkisses&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I just made this because I was curious to see how much I had changed since I put 2 and a half stone on in the last year.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;This makes me feel physically sick.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;How did I not realise how skinny I was?&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;How have I not realised I was getting so big? &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I MEAN LOOK AT MY THIGHS…&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;AND MY STOMACH! &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I didn’t even realise it was so flat last year.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;This is it guys.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I.AM.CHANGING.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I wanna be beautiful again… :(&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Me &lt;/3 Heartbroken.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://iwillbeperfecteventually.tumblr.com/post/48043116521</link><guid>http://iwillbeperfecteventually.tumblr.com/post/48043116521</guid><pubDate>Mon, 15 Apr 2013 16:03:44 +0100</pubDate></item><item><title>hislittleneko:

Me ♥ Still aspiring ♥ Still trying ♥

This is my...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/aecb3c9d30233d64d8c1597a246e4c16/tumblr_mk7rii5GAh1r6b61oo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://hislittleneko.tumblr.com/post/46244014158/me-still-aspiring-still-trying"&gt;hislittleneko&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Me ♥ Still aspiring ♥ Still trying ♥&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;This is my best friend Rebecca. She is literally like perf. &gt;&lt; HOW DO I COMPETE WITH THIS?!?! &lt;3&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://iwillbeperfecteventually.tumblr.com/post/46248573266</link><guid>http://iwillbeperfecteventually.tumblr.com/post/46248573266</guid><pubDate>Mon, 25 Mar 2013 13:28:00 +0000</pubDate></item><item><title>Reblog if you honestly think you're fat. Not just the ocasional "Ugh, I feel fat in this" or "I look fat today", but when you feel fat 24/7 and you hate yourself because of it to the point where you would do anything to be skinny.</title><link>http://iwillbeperfecteventually.tumblr.com/post/46067881895</link><guid>http://iwillbeperfecteventually.tumblr.com/post/46067881895</guid><pubDate>Sat, 23 Mar 2013 13:04:15 +0000</pubDate></item><item><title>Good afternoon Tumblr!
So I have really buckle down and get some...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/807e6447ef0e69c1c280cdab01a18059/tumblr_mjww1suzOi1ql9h22o1_400.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;Good afternoon Tumblr!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;So I have really buckle down and get some weight off.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;My best friend Rebecca and I are gonna have an underwear photoshoot done and no way am I gonna fat for that!&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://iwillbeperfecteventually.tumblr.com/post/45755671743</link><guid>http://iwillbeperfecteventually.tumblr.com/post/45755671743</guid><pubDate>Tue, 19 Mar 2013 14:25:04 +0000</pubDate><category>ana</category><category>skinny</category><category>fit</category><category>thin</category><category>thinspo</category><category>thinspiration</category></item><item><title>Good afternoon Tumblr! :)
Today was placement day so I had to be...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/2d167909616c139ffba420f678ff13db/tumblr_mjv7laQE2g1ql9h22o1_400.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;Good afternoon Tumblr! :)&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Today was placement day so I had to be up really early and have literally only just sat down.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I had a ham and coleslaw baguette for lunch at about 10.30 and when I got in at 3.15 I cooked chicken salad wraps for me and my boyfriend. THEY WERE YUMMY. I made 3 but only ate 2. I have one left over if I get hungry before or after work.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Never bloody stopping today haha!!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Stay skinny guys. &lt;3&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://iwillbeperfecteventually.tumblr.com/post/45679423567</link><guid>http://iwillbeperfecteventually.tumblr.com/post/45679423567</guid><pubDate>Mon, 18 Mar 2013 16:39:10 +0000</pubDate><category>ana</category><category>mia</category><category>skinny</category><category>fit</category><category>pretty</category><category>thin</category><category>thinspo</category><category>thinspiration</category><category>diet</category><category>weightloss</category><category>food</category></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m8idie7WzD1qdjvrao1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://iwillbeperfecteventually.tumblr.com/post/45585370293</link><guid>http://iwillbeperfecteventually.tumblr.com/post/45585370293</guid><pubDate>Sun, 17 Mar 2013 14:33:17 +0000</pubDate></item><item><title>So even though I said I would probably go straight to bed when I...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/66afd7ad34cd3cd2f456c5446c1dc030/tumblr_mjt70p5jpa1ql9h22o1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/d50d9f8e468662aa3f3b0cf155447fb6/tumblr_mjt70p5jpa1ql9h22o2_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/d1cb1ed0c1014d45ff412e21d74c21ec/tumblr_mjt70p5jpa1ql9h22o3_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;So even though I said I would probably go straight to bed when I got in from work as you can see from the above pictures that didn’t exactly go to plan.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I may have drank more calories last night than I have eaten all week. And then I ate fried chicken. Oh fuck it!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;My willpower goes out the window when I drink and to be fair I have been doing really well all week so I am just gonna pass over last night and continue like it never happened.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;If I stress too much over it I will end up overthinking it and binging because I am weird like that. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Also I look fat in these pictures. :)&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Tragic.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Stay skinny guys. &lt;3&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://iwillbeperfecteventually.tumblr.com/post/45585273136</link><guid>http://iwillbeperfecteventually.tumblr.com/post/45585273136</guid><pubDate>Sun, 17 Mar 2013 14:31:00 +0000</pubDate><category>thin</category><category>thinspo</category><category>thinspiration</category><category>skinny</category><category>fit</category><category>pretty</category><category>ana</category><category>mia</category><category>progress</category><category>log</category><category>journey</category></item><item><title>Last post of the day!</title><description>&lt;p&gt;Okay so I am just getting ready for will and will likely just go straight to bed when I get in at 10.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Only eaten my go ahead bar since that yoghurt earlier.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;And had crazy sex. :D&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;That is a total of 753 calories today.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I guess I can live with that. :&amp;#8217;)&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://iwillbeperfecteventually.tumblr.com/post/45514933514</link><guid>http://iwillbeperfecteventually.tumblr.com/post/45514933514</guid><pubDate>Sat, 16 Mar 2013 18:30:01 +0000</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/fa333fdf8152765aa301b5f7140bb3b9/tumblr_mj1nuhlGaL1r5m78fo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://iwillbeperfecteventually.tumblr.com/post/45505795932</link><guid>http://iwillbeperfecteventually.tumblr.com/post/45505795932</guid><pubDate>Sat, 16 Mar 2013 16:23:49 +0000</pubDate><category>thin</category><category>thinspo</category><category>thinspiration</category><category>skinny</category><category>fit</category><category>pretty</category><category>beautiful</category><category>perfect</category></item><item><title>Second picture upload of the day! Can you tell I missed having a...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/19f80ff2bf112a4a5142b29965c0f76d/tumblr_mjrgdfF8FC1ql9h22o1_400.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;Second picture upload of the day! Can you tell I missed having a webcam?&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Today is going a lot better even though it started out a bit crap. I have only eaten a weightwatchers yoghurt since breakfast and if I have a go ahead bar before I go to work I should be able to prevent myself from passing out.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Feeling a bit crappy in myself though because my Dad made a few comments while I was at my parents about my weight and it just makes me feel shit about it because he doesn’t see me very often so he can tell when I change.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I also went shopping and bought some new clothes. I had to get a large in the new Captain America t-shirt and that made me feel crap because I shouldn’t be a large. I also bought some new leggings in a large and I tried them on when I got home and they don’t even fit. They look awful because the pattern is all stretched over my thighs.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Shitty day.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Only makes me more determined to not binge though.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Stay skinny guys. &lt;3&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://iwillbeperfecteventually.tumblr.com/post/45504020996</link><guid>http://iwillbeperfecteventually.tumblr.com/post/45504020996</guid><pubDate>Sat, 16 Mar 2013 15:58:27 +0000</pubDate><category>ana</category><category>mia</category><category>thin</category><category>thinspo</category><category>thinspiration</category><category>skinny</category><category>diet</category><category>fat</category><category>whale</category><category>captain america</category></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/5f200e9192bc87fb8312c88a04002463/tumblr_mjqzj9GjRX1s23voso1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://iwillbeperfecteventually.tumblr.com/post/45492088802</link><guid>http://iwillbeperfecteventually.tumblr.com/post/45492088802</guid><pubDate>Sat, 16 Mar 2013 12:11:27 +0000</pubDate><category>thin</category><category>thinspo</category><category>thinspiration</category><category>skinny</category><category>fit</category><category>pretty</category><category>beautiful</category><category>perfect</category></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/def007717e59b266e58275759c85cc2c/tumblr_mjr0xpOC6M1rdkayeo1_500.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://iwillbeperfecteventually.tumblr.com/post/45491784428</link><guid>http://iwillbeperfecteventually.tumblr.com/post/45491784428</guid><pubDate>Sat, 16 Mar 2013 12:02:44 +0000</pubDate><category>thin</category><category>thinspo</category><category>thinspiration</category><category>skinny</category><category>fit</category><category>pretty</category><category>beautiful</category><category>perfect</category></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/45ad63ab232d00d039f285c114c4c423/tumblr_mjr3480vpJ1rkydh3o1_400.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://iwillbeperfecteventually.tumblr.com/post/45491718194</link><guid>http://iwillbeperfecteventually.tumblr.com/post/45491718194</guid><pubDate>Sat, 16 Mar 2013 12:01:13 +0000</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/45cfb048fbeca9f0366f3330f8ed030e/tumblr_mjpfyoMuzX1s55uq4o1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://iwillbeperfecteventually.tumblr.com/post/45491685011</link><guid>http://iwillbeperfecteventually.tumblr.com/post/45491685011</guid><pubDate>Sat, 16 Mar 2013 12:00:27 +0000</pubDate></item><item><title>heyh8r:

lumines-cent:

Fuck

Fucking perfect
</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m3lhgshLzS1qfjvjfo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://heyh8r.tumblr.com/post/33230370359/lumines-cent-fuck-fucking-perfect"&gt;heyh8r&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://lumines-cent.tumblr.com/post/33225757799/fuck"&gt;lumines-cent&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Fuck&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Fucking perfect&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://iwillbeperfecteventually.tumblr.com/post/45491596041</link><guid>http://iwillbeperfecteventually.tumblr.com/post/45491596041</guid><pubDate>Sat, 16 Mar 2013 11:57:47 +0000</pubDate></item><item><title>m-ildawn:

☪ ☼ ☾ ☯
</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/d05731b488c08db9bd8ee08a02254dca/tumblr_miqcd2fnag1qhr0r3o1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://m-ildawn.tumblr.com/post/44843542333"&gt;m-ildawn&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p class="p1"&gt;☪ ☼ ☾ ☯&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://iwillbeperfecteventually.tumblr.com/post/45491523537</link><guid>http://iwillbeperfecteventually.tumblr.com/post/45491523537</guid><pubDate>Sat, 16 Mar 2013 11:55:36 +0000</pubDate></item><item><title>r-osytea:

♡ click for more ♡
</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/73ba1d9a9fd76e835ce102d1a99ec4f3/tumblr_meo5v2VUHW1rtzunto1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://r-osytea.tumblr.com/post/45488163724/click-for-more"&gt;r-osytea&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://r-osytea.tumblr.com/"&gt;♡ click for more ♡&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://iwillbeperfecteventually.tumblr.com/post/45491266530</link><guid>http://iwillbeperfecteventually.tumblr.com/post/45491266530</guid><pubDate>Sat, 16 Mar 2013 11:47:43 +0000</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9r12dyb6K1r7p8fxo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://iwillbeperfecteventually.tumblr.com/post/45491234806</link><guid>http://iwillbeperfecteventually.tumblr.com/post/45491234806</guid><pubDate>Sat, 16 Mar 2013 11:46:43 +0000</pubDate></item></channel></rss>
