So I messed up pretty badly. Drank a load of dr pepper and ate chocolate, pizza, chips and popcorn. Hate hate hate myself for doing that. I am ashamed. :( What scares me is that I wanna purge so badly that I am having to distract myself. Craig would be worried. Oh. And I broke my toe so I am in a lot of pain. Fuck this. >
dutchmedicine: My long-term motivation to lose this weight is that I want a tattoo on my ribs, and people will ask to see it, and I don’t want to lift up my top to show a flabby belly, I want to lift up my top to show a tight, flat tummy that I have worked hard for.